chaoticsoul

yes; i’ve to admit
i see her for less than 15 mins a day; sometimes i don’t even get to see her
when i wake up; she’s never at home
when i’m home; either sleeping; or there to open door for me
i’ve neglected her presence
now that there’s something she’s hiding from me; yet i’ve totally no idea
but i know her sickness is getting worse
” if anything happen; please take good ccare of yourself”
she’s worried about my safety; and my health
because of my weak body; there’s many things i have to be careful of
yet; the rebellious me always never have the heart to forgive her
i remembered; work & work always took over her last time
till PSLE; she quitted her job just to control me as i was really out of hand
sec 1; i’ve gotten myself into relationships till sec 4
all these times; when i quarrelled with him over my house
i always gave her worries; whenever i cry in my room
she will hug me sooo tightly; comfort me
how the days were; when i was only in primary school
i would spent at least some of my time eating dinner; shopping and talking to her
now; i never have a chance to talk to her
i mean; whenever i talk to her; i would use that stupid attitude to talk to her
yes; she will be annoyed & pissed off
there’s many times when i would like to apologise to her for being unreasonable and rude
yet; those simple 3 words just stuck right in my mouth
times and times; i told myself & even friends that she doesn’t care about me at all
now; i finally wake up from my own thinking
she do care; after that simple piece of letter; she did care
im really sorry for being such a lousy daughter; pampered spoiltbrat
sorry mom; im sorry

- K 17 Female